It seems as time gets closer to have baby Seth it is getting harder for me to cope with things. I am getting more emotional, and crying alot more. I try to talk to my husband about things, but it just makes me cry, and when i cry it is hard to understand me. I just don't know what to do. I feel sooo good about not taking the "easy way out" and i knew when i mad the decision to carry to term it would be hard. But I never would have thought it was going to be THIS hard. I am soo ready to meet baby Seth, but mot ready to loose him!! anyways i just needed to get that out!