Has it really already been 4 months???Sunday My little boy would have turned 4 months. It has gone by so fast, but seems like it has been forever since I have held him. I miss him so much. I long to hold him. I have had a hard time lately trying to cope with all of this. And I know I shouldn't question God, but I do. I just want to know why it had to be my son. I am a good mommy and we have wonderful family. Why does it happen to the best of us? Everyone that I know that has lost a baby DID NOT DESERVE THIS..no one does..I just feel like screaming GIVE ME MY BABY BACK..but I know it wont do any good. The only thing that gets me through is knowing that I will see him again, and that he is safe in the arms of God!
I love all of you, my wonderful, sweet friends!!